I started this blog in early December, maybe November, 2017.
I wasn’t really sure where I was going, but I felt I’d figure it out along the way. It’s been over a year and I’m still no closer to an answer, except perhaps, that there isn’t really a purpose to this all.
I think that’s the best kind of purpose.
I go through high tides and lows, days with multiple posts and weeks with none at all. Don’t come here for consistency. I’ll say something in one instance and negate it in the next and it’s confusing and contradictory, but above all I believe it’s genuine.
My only intention for this space is that it comes from a place of authenticity. I will never tell you that I am something I am not. (And if I do – I’ll own the fuck up to it.)
I move quickly through emotions and mindsets and selves, always growing, sometimes up, sometimes sideways. But there’s constant movement. Sometimes it’s so overwhelming it becomes hard to remember the girl i was yesterday.
So here I am throwing things onto this computer and maybe they stick and maybe they don’t and maybe i’ll feel the same about it tomorrow and maybe i won’t.
Either way, it’s here, for now.
And that’s all I have to say.